you still alive, dude?

Nearly 3 in the morning and not surprisingly I am wide awake at this hour, tipu ah wide awake but my body's tired but my mind doesn't want to switch off. Thanks to coffee, people! From the C TO THE O TO THE DOUBLE F TO THE DOUBLE E. I could have sworn that drinking coffee isn't my thing but sometimes, it tastes so good. I drank coffee twice this week, ever since my sister had forgotten to change the beverage so bo pian lor, drink coffee. Suddenly my bowel movements started being so active, shit so much. (low key kind of liking the shitting part cos it feels like I'm letting everything go, sorry too much info) But then comes a headache. LIKE WHO IN THE WORLD DRINKS COFFEE AND GET MIGRAINES AFTER THAT? (definitely not only me, jgn nak prasan im the only one who feels that capital LMFAO). So basically, I scared drinking coffee will be a habit that I will adopt bc tibetibe it tastes so nice. H A I S.

What I miss about blogging...............................


is.............................

posting..............................

lame choices of.............................

GIFFFFFFFF!

I don't know about you guys but sometimes...................(okay this is going to get a lil personal) but have you guys felt so disgusted with really dirty public toilets or cubicles and you find yourself making sure your booty doesn't touch the toilet seat cos you are too freaked out by it? That was what that happened to me just now. It has been the longest time since I did that but I did it. The toilet was atrocious and............ I could not emphasize further. So I did a half squat trying to make sure I pee nicely into the toilet bowl. (It's been so long I exercised!!!) Really was a work out for me. And my bladder decided to pee a lil more, i was shocked! Like ohhhh, when im doing the half squat. Then I decided to pee a lot. So I stood for a solid 1-2 mins!!! HALF SQUAT RULES! (nope just kidding) Did I mention the flush was broken and they did not provide soap to wash your hands? Hmm. (byk complain la aku ni jugak hais sorry guys)

Okay, you might be wondering how's school bc I have not been blogging about studies for 3 months.

So this is what is happening in sch. School's great. ALHAMDULLILAH.

thats all you need to know about school. ugh c'mon.

You know those type of questions like, "What would you do if you get one million dollars?" Other than those answers like donating part of the money to a cause or buy a lifetime of Ribena supply. I WILL JOLLY WELL TELL YOU WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITH ONE MILLION DOLLARS.

I thought about it for a while and you know what I will gonna do, HAVE MY OWN TALK SHOW. You damn well heard me. Have my own talk show, be a host of my own talk show (duh) and from there things gonna move on pretty quickly. I might be the mild milk chocolate of Oprah Winfrey. Or even Ellen. I actually pretty inspired by them. They are so generous and they talk about the real deal. What better way to be heard, kan? Or be like Jerry Springer (is it correct?) Help those baby mommas find their real daddies!!!

So baby mommas or daddies, HMU!

Okay la, until next post. I feel I talk too much crap. Goodnight.

I thought by this age, I would get my life together. Have a successful career, already gotten married(lol tk habis habis don't worry im not even thinking about it now), travel the world bla bla bla. You know all those things you dream to achieve by a certain age. However, I feel lost than ever. Pursing a diploma that I don't even think I would make a living out of it. Sometimes, you feel that you've hit rock bottom but sometimes you try to comfort yourself that your problems are smaller than others. Friends of my age have graduated long ago and are now working, some are also married. But I tell always tell myself every time, that everything is going to be okay. You are supposed to feel lost in your twenties. This is a phase in your life that you are suppose to explore. You might lose interest in the things you love, and it feels like you are going back to square one.

I wish I could have make smarter decisions. Until this day, I can't stop blaming myself for my past decisions and the decisions I made now. GET YOURSELF TOGETHER, SYIQIN!!

Overthinking isn't good either on the other hand. What's the point of complaining? What's the point of constantly worrying and ask why this and why that? Well, I have read somewhere that it isn't good to have these kind of thoughts in the first place. I know it is only human nature to feel this way but if you keep complaining and complaining, you are a disconcerted kind of person who is unappreciative. Sometimes, you need that extra kick to get on your feet back and keep hustling. Thanks, Beyonce.

So, you might ask wtf am I going to do now after expressing my concerns just now(jgn perasan Syiqin tkde orang tanya, im going to tell you anyways........):

• Put an end to things that is not right. Keh-mon ah, I think I am matured enough to think what's right and wrong(??) Amend things.
• Be more discipline. Okay tk tipu, I lacked of discipline. Sometimes, semangat seminit. I am not motivated enough, went too fast then suddenly stagnant gitu. Sheesh
• Make a timeline. If I planned to do something, I ensure there's a dead line for it now. So I won't halfway give up on stuffs so easily.

So that's all I can think of now.

.....................oh and takmu nak hilangkan barang je ughh.

Okay, belanja one gambar with the cutie nephew. HUEHUEHUEHUEHUE!!!

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May Peace Be Upon You. :)

Since I am awake, why not I share about my hijab journey. Some might not know but I have been donning the hijab for 3 years now. I still remembered the exact day actually, 27 July 2014. I am very grateful and blessed. I still remembered how I went telling my friends that I will only wear it when I am 30++ or when I have my first child. But who would have knew, I've worn it earlier. Alhamdullilah. We all have a past, I am pretty sure. As I always consistently trying to be a better person, that was a first step. Which was to cover up.

I remembered wearing quite revealing and body hugging clothes. I used to love wearing crop tops, paired with jeans and sneakers. I love those baby doll dresses and high waisted shorts. Any piece of clothing which could see my figure. I used to wear something over those revealing clothes and once I went out of the house. I removed them at the staircase landing. Lol, I find it pretty absurd and funny on how much effort I had put in to do that every time I leave the house. It was damn tiring I swear. My parents are very strict. I was a rebellious kid. My mum would holler at me every single time I wore something above my knees etc.

It was difficult at first, to be clad in a headscarf every time you go out. I was not used to it. I always had the urge to buy all those clothing. It was a battle for me.  But of course, I look back at my ultimate purpose of wearing it. It had me going. I was more watchful of my words. I truly believe that I made more good decisions. I saw the beauty of all these strong women donning this beautiful garment. I loved myself more and I always find myself being a better person, and getting closer to God. I'm no saint. I'm not perfect. I feel the need to improve myself. In my twenties, sometimes I do feel lost but you always have to a close relationship to God. We get carried away too much, sometimes.

Even at 23(yup old alr diam ehhh), I still make mistakes. But what's important is that not only you have the niat to improve. Also make the effort to achieve it. Jangan berbual kosong.

FEELS

I am in a place where I am contented with everything that is happening right now. Alhamdullilah. It might be due to all the good food I had yesterday. Hmmmmm. Nevertheless, I feel so happy and full. Finally, I tried IndoBox yesterday with sissy and it turned out pretty good. Had Mee Tek Tek(stop thinking of something else..........) and my sister had ikan bakar to herself without rice. She bought baked cheese tarts after that. 6 for $19.50! Gile wei. But I truly feel that it is tastier than Hokkaido Cheese Tarts. I ate 3 of them out of six. Wanted to take the fourth piece but I controlled myself. It is so difficult guys to control myself from eating good food. Then she bought Broti for my brother and I. Guess who had Roti Kirai for breakfast?!?!

IF I CAN EAT ONLY ONE THING IN THIS WORLD FOREVER.

IT 

WOULD 

HAVE

TO

BE 

.................................

ROTI KIRAI!!!

I pray to my God in heaven with my highest appreciation, as He has bestowed me with one of a wonderful creation that mankind has ever received. This piece of art. Heaven on a plate. A life changer. My love. The love of my life. My soulmate. The windows to happiness. The pillar of strength. The father to my kids.............................

 

I always wonder who "invented" this masterpiece. And why it was created to look like a net. :') I love you.

So maybe this is what will happen if me and roti kirai start to take things pretty serious..... (visual presentation for you guys.) Someone please buy my art.

It's a roti kirai blanket guys. To keep your sleepless nights away. You don't ever have to feel hungry when you're asleep again. Don't worry about the curry, already infused with the blanket alr.

A visual presentation of your purpose in life.

The only dates that my roti kirai man and I will have only consist of grapes and plain water because you will know what will happen next right (?!?!)

Roti kirai babies. (low key.. this has gone too far.)

This is only a draft sketch. Will put my other artwork on display soon. Highest bidder goes to...................no one. Cos i suck at drawing.

Okay, enough of this shenanigans!! Before I end my post, one positive habit to adopt is to definitely read books. (lol i was talking about roti kirai and suddenly jump into books) So............ read books guys. I have to rush to meet Shereen. Have a good day, everyone!

A post before things get busy!

I can't emphasize on how excited I am for the holidays!! Home girl has something up her sleeves already. Why don't I share? Maybe you could do it as well? (and alhamdullilah for the bursary money I've received so I can try this things out. Enjoy, lovelies!!!

1. Maybe I should try out with my nephews and nieces. I was inspired from an instagram story where one girl was making this huge bubbles at a park. It was so pretty! I mean it seems so easy to do.

WHAT YOU NEED:

12 cups warm water
1 cup cornstarch
2 tablespoons baking powder
1 cup dish soap
1 tablespoon glycerin
Cotton String or Rope
2 Sticks
Washer

2. 

Canvas painting outdoor sounds like a perfect way to relax your mind. I wish I had that kind of scenery to be able to do that. East Coast Park pon jadila. I could paint of dead fishes and ugly twigs. It is still art!

3. 

COOK A 5-COURSE MEAL 

Siap with menu all. And very fancy table cloth and wine glass(ceh step but why not kan) and the guest I will be inviting for dinner is me, myself and I. :') Or I should just invite some random cat. Candlelight dinner, maybe?

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Give me more ideas!!! 

Hi.

I'm super exhausted. Everything's draining every ounce of energy from this body.

Help.

thinkin' bout...

I feel really grateful for being alive, and getting to go through another day. I don't know what's up with my thoughts these few days or it's just my period coming?? I don't know what i is but I am starting to feel like I am so ignorant about my feelings. I brush things off so easily, I tend to go with the flow like hella lot. "going with the flow" with my life decisions or whatsoever is not even good to start with. Well, I read an article about it. I thought it was a good phrase but it actually isn't.

Here's why "going with the flow" is never a good thing. If you luck out and achieve your goal, you'll have no idea how to achieve it again. And if you don't achieve your goal, you won't be able to learn from your mistakes when you try again (cause you should always try again). Yes, with a game plan you still may fail "“  hugely, colossally fail that will curl you up in the fetal position for days. But at least you'll be able to see where you went wrong and where you went right. A plan eliminates the guesswork "“ and guesswork is what all "going with the flow" really is. 

In fact, let's just be honest with others and, more importantly, with ourselves. Instead of trying to fake casualness with saying, "You know, I'm just going with the flow," let's just say, "I have no idea what I am doing because I have totally thought none of this out but am just hoping for the best." Yeah, it's wordier. But at least it's honest.

So that's just one of the reasons why going with the flow isn't quite lovely as you think. Why am I so nonchalant about my feelings or thoughts? I always find my problems are way smaller than others who faced tougher situations than I do. Maybe because I have always been a listening ear to people's problems that I've seen mine as nothing. But what if my problem is actually something that has to do with myself but... damn i think a lot.

The holidays are coming up and I have decided to go to Perth for my solo trip. Sorry to those who took their time to vote on my poll hahaha but I really appreciate it. Maybe I should just pack my bags, and run away. Fake my death and make a new name for myself. Go to a tanning salon and permanently tan myself so I can look blasian (tk habes habes.) Change my name to Shaniqua, take some singing classes, go to Hollywood, rap a few verses, got into Bad Boy Entertainment, collaborate with Calvin Harris, be best friends with Karrueche, get to know Rihanna is my far relative, open a pretzel shop that sells laksa flavored pretzels, get rich, help the community, actually win a golf competition and put Tiger Woods out of business and............. im starting to realise nothing i say makes sense cos it has nothing to do with Perth.

YOU KNOW WHAT. I KNOW WHAT MY GOAL IN LIFE IS. IS TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING SO GREAT THAT A STATUE IS MADE FOR ME. PUT AT SOME MONUMENT. YES. THAT'S A GOAL IN LIFE.

I think by now, people should know how much I love children. The ones that are still infants btw hahahah but I got some mixed reactions for some people who have gotten to know that I want to have seven children. I mean it's a lot i know but i always want to feel how it's like to have a big family you know.

I should be sleeping now. BYE

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I don't know but it seems to dawn on me that I am a very careless person. I tend to lose stuffs so many times, oh just so effortless to lose it! I am unsure how many times I lose my house keys. Pissed. So other day, I decided to go Sheng Shiong at 3 in the morning(gile) to buy baking ingredients. I remember going out with my keys but by the time i reach home, my keys were gone! I had the feeling that maybe I carried too many stuffs, and it slipped.

I did not lock the door but I locked the gate. So I had no chance of even going in. I didn't bother calling my family members because cfm kena scolding hahahah ya la go sheng shiong some more. Then I remembered there were keys behind the door. After countless of tries, I managed to fish the keys out of the hook. I feel like some sort of burglar with good house break in skills lol. I think I really had enough of being stuck outside my house. I remembered being stuck outside my house with nearly five hours and I did my school notes. It was very productive I must say. I am very proud huhuhuhu.

School is in a week's time and I can already feel the pressure to complete my assignments. Mostly on design and build. Thank you AsAs for helping me with autocad! :) Appreciate it so much. Ever since the fasting month, I believe my brain cells have been depleting because I couldn't think properly.

QUESTIONS ABOUT MYSELF COS IM BORED...

1. What are your nicknames? What do you prefer to be called?

Qy, Qyqy, Syiqin, Syiq, Iqin, Qin. Any of that but never Asyiqin because it's too formal LOL

2. What books on your shelf are begging to be read?

The dictionary. I miss reading the dictionary.

3. How often do you doodle? What do your doodles look like?

I don't doodle already, outgrown from that habit. Usually ill draw a coconut tree, waves, a sun, birds soaring in the sky...............chicken. I mean chicken is an essential to all doodles. 

4. What do you do if you can’t sleep at night? Do you count sheep? Toss and Turn? Try to get up and do something productive?

I will blog hahahaha, or do search on something on Pinterest till I get bored!

5. How many days could you last in solitary confinement? How would you do it?

3 days. I think I can go crazy!!!! Just put me at home for three days, I will bore myself to death. Literally!

6. Do you save old greeting cards and letters? Throw them away?

I saved my old raya cards that people used to send me when I was little. I used to be so excited to write to them too! :( I WISH THAT COULD HAPPEN, STILL!

7. Who is the biggest pack rat you know?

APE ITU. Is it hood language I've yet to learn.........hmm.

8. When making an entrance in to a party, do you make your presence known? Do you slip in and look for someone you know? Do you sneak in quietly and find a safe spot to roost?

DANG, I MAKE SURE PPL KNOW IM COMING. Make my entrance from the helipad, flying fox from the helicopter before it even descend. Hop onto my carriage where four hot dudes are carrying me like a queen. Camels everywhere. Diamond encrusted rainbow carpet for my arrival cos rainbow is the new red. They shower me Fanta grape and there's fireworks in the sky saying, "SYIQIN IS HERE"

9. What is your strongest sense? If you had to give one up, which would it be?

I love my sense of humor most definitely. *wink* Give up my sense of carelessness. *wink*

10. How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?

only to see if there's taik mata.

11. What is the strangest thing you believed as a child?

That you'll get children once you put a ring on your finger after you've gotten married. Im so innocent.

12. What is one guilty pleasure you enjoy too much to give up?

4FINGERS CHICKEN. AINT LIVING W/O IT.

13. Who performs the most random acts of kindness out of everyone you know?

Kak Azza <3

14. How often do you read the newspaper? Which paper? Which sections?

Not so often. ST's lifestyle. Comics. HAHAHAHAH 

15. Which animals scare you most? Why?

I want to say sharks. But im pretty sure its the male gender now.

16. Are you more likely to avoid conflict or engage it head-on?

It depends on the situation.

17. What was the most recent compliment you’ve received and savoured?

The essence of youth glows throughout my face. Savoured. Forever. Alhamdullilah. Forever.

18. What is something about yourself that you hope will change, but probably never will?

Eat less, drink water more. Eat > Drink water.

19. Are you a creature of habit? Explain.

I am hooman.

20. Are you high maintenance? Explain.

NO! 

21. When was the last time you really pushed yourself to your physical limits?

Just now, I berak. I want to let it all out. So i push and push, it's tiring man.

22. Do you have a whole lot of acquaintances or just a few very close friends? Why?

A fair share of both.

23. Are you more inclined to “build your own empire” or unleash the potential of others?

I am somewhat between Oprah and Beyonce. I do both. 

24. What’s a strange occurrence you’ve experienced but have never (or rarely) shared with anyone?

AHHH HUH! TRICK QUESTION. I see you.

25. What do you think about more than anything else?

Like in a parallel universe, we could just give away pimples and body scars discreetly to people we don't like because we don't need that kind of negativity in out life.

errrrr

May Peace Be Upon You.

Trying the default font instead of the Arial font I usually use just to see if it's nice. Very tiring day because went to Geylang with Shereen and some of my secondary juniors. Was not as chatty because I was super hungry and the crowd just now was cray cray at some areas of Geylang that I suggested that we need rafia strings to tie onto each other so neither of us will get lost huhuhu! The food stalls were in abundance, I think more than those who are selling clothes. Was super stoked because I get to eat my cut up paprika chicken which was a resemblance to the XXL chicken from the taiwan shop you can get here in sg or the halal ones at Malaysia hehehehe i told you chicken is life!

Not only that, Shereen and I bought this $3 ice ball which was a thirst quencher! I couldn't imagine how a blob of circular ice with syrup flavorings altogether would taste so so so so so so so so so so so so so so dang goooooddddd :P 

I didn't know hanging curtains the old school way could be so tiring. You have to remove and insert hooks onto the curtains and hang them properly. The curtains are so heavy and I swear I thought I popped a bone by the time I rested. 

Hook you insert into a curtain...... There are like idk 20 hooks altogether! Or more. Crazy.

The curtains are hooked into this. You need precision I tell you ceh!

I remembered yelling my lungs out when I saw a gecko. I think the gecko also low key yelled and terkejot cos it saw an ugly human like dannnngggg why you ugly, human? But i was glad it wasn't a cockroach because that would be a whole new level of geli lol.

So earlier on while I waited for Shereen, I saw a man whom I assumed had "Craniectomy" was pacing carefully around the block just now. I just felt calm in a way that he seemed happy that he had the chance to exercise. May Allah bless him with good health. Amin.

On a random note, I researched on belly buttons. Belly button, a.k.a navel, where your umbilical cord is cut when you were a baby, So before you start judging me, saying that I am weird for even researching about belly buttons. Sekejap bbl pasal ni la, pasal tu la tsk hahaha. Whatever, I'll just proceed. I am quite unsure what show I watched but I believe some people think that outies are ugly. So what is an outie belly button if you wonder.......

OUTIE! Look at that cinnamon roll/croissant. It does look
like one right? HAHAHAHAHHA! Eveything I look at is food. Tsk Qy tskkkk,

"Outies usually occur when more of the umbilical cord is left when it's cut, leading to more skin left over once it dries out."

Most of us are innies. Honestly, I don't look think an outie is ugly. I think all belly buttons are beautiful. On the positive side, an outie looks like a cinnamon roll. So fret not, outies! 

Wait for it.....

Look at that! MASTERPIECE! CINNAMON ROLL!!!!!!! YUMS!

So let my research go deeper hor....

If you stare at it long enough actually, it looks like they have their life on their own. :/ Weird uhh.

SO WHICH ONE IS YOURS?

Mine looks like neither any of them lol. I don't know but I am starting to feel like every navel is made different. Like a thumbprint. Because mine looks nothing like that. N O T H I N G! If you detest your belly button so much, you can actually undergo surgery for it. Idky would you, SERIOUSLY! I mean if you often wear crop tops then maybe la got definite reason to go but seriously guys. It is just a belly button. You could use the money to buy shoes or deng deng! Like srsly. Deng deng is $10 for 200g mind you! How costly is that. Tkde any beverage comes with that. $10!!!! Or just do better things with the money than to undergo a belly button surgery. Cmon guys!!!! The surgery is called umbilicoplasty.

In the 1960s, censors wouldn't let women show their belly buttons on TV. (HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!)

Belly button lint comes from our clothes. Men tend to have more because it gets caught in their belly hairs. (EEE korang please eh kaum lelaki, tolong eh korang. Clean!)

I used to keep food inside my belly button when I was a toddler! Lol! I thought that was the purpose of it. To hide away your M&Ms because why? Because I don't share food. If I do, you must be somebody hahahahhaa

Morning anws, x

one more time

I don't know what's with me and my book of goals. I've been writing this book of goals ever since earlier last year or the ending of the year before. Initially, it was only for my sharing but due to unforeseen circumstances now I have to rewrite the everything into a new book. New start I must say. I use to bring the book everywhere, so whatever that comes up into my mind. I will quickly write it down. This is exactly what it looks like: 

Sometimes I will just write motivational tips. Anyhoo, the other day I watched this one episode from Phineas and Ferb and how they were engaging in Pyramid Sports and it got me thinking how can people are able to do........

THIS,

OR THIS!!!

 Crazy. You know what's crazier?

I would like to ask what kind of make up you are using, homegirl?

THIS!!!!!!!!!!!

But I applaud them for their strength and courage in engaging a strenuous sport. I can't even stay afloat, what more this right?

At days when the end of the rope is frayed yet I have that ounce of hope garnered in me to keep on holding tight, got me thinking. 

"When is enough, really enough?"

How do you actually tell when enough is actually enough? How can you tell if it's worth the go or it isn't? Does it based on how much you can take it despite knowing the fact that the probability of a good outcome don't actually exist? You know the situation is already messed up, yet you still have faith that it's going to turn out fine. 

"So how do you save yourselves, first?"

How do you actually save yourself before the hurt comes along it's way? How do you stop perseverance? Questions I have asked myself too many times. I always believe of the greater good. I always believe that people need the chances to change for his or her better so we should always continue to wait, persevere and support. I used to believe that. I use to give tons of chances for a person to change his or her ways, fervently hoping that there's still hope left in their hearts to become better. But change doesn't come overnight. So I had to believe again that it takes time, a month passed, three or four, soon a year or then two years or more. And that hope dies a little every time promises are made. Because promises break. So what's a promise if it's meaning is futile as it is? So to those whose hearts are bigger than the world could ever take, I admire you. I admire you for all the times that you see only the good out of people when you had the chance to walk away knowing that this won't go anywhere. Yet you stay and when everything just flopped, you don't really blame the other party as much as you blame yourselves.... what a big heart you have there.

But, obviously you know. You can't shy away from the truth. The truth that sometimes you can't hold that rope too tightly with its frayed end. Because once it snaps, there's no turning back.

So..... out of boredom the other day. I mean at 1 plus in the morning. Look who decided to look for food hacks. So how did it turned out? TIRING! I waited for half an hour to cook, I don't think it was even fully cooked by then. 90%? The texture was something I have never experienced before. It looked like those fake food displays outside a ramen stall. LOLOLOL! So people, homegirl here suggest you to cook using a stove. Wanted to cook some sort of turkey bacon and then I realised I actually don't have any frozen food in my fridge. Sucks! I used to remove the orange from its peel and crack an egg in there and cooked in on the stove. Which didnt go well. HAHAHAHAHHA! Me and my antics like seriously.

Well, this is particularly a hotel hack which I came across. It reminded when Shereen and I cooked mac and cheese in a water boiler and it turned out nasty. I got my inspiration from......

Who else if it isn't Natalie Tran!! Watched her ever since 2010. Thanks Delly for introducing me to her! Love love x

til next post, yea? x

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It's another day for another post because I am bored. HAHAHAHA! Basically, I went to the polyclinic today as I wanted to undergo an earwax removal operation. "OPERATION" I paid a visit to the polyclinic two weeks ago and they gave me this olive oil medication that I must apply into my ears. 5 drops/day. Well that is not exactly the point now, I went to polyclinic around 12 plus and my appointment was scheduled at 3:10pm. I went home and made my way to polyclinic again at 2:45pm. Waited for the doctor, went inside the room. Got my ear checked, and he said I have to come back two weeks later because the ear wax has not softened yet. NAH UH GIRLLLLLLLLLFFFFFFFRRRIENNNND, you don't tell me that I have to come back two weeks after. It was not even 5 mins and I already got out of the room and made payment of $14(which I can buy a 4fingers set meal mind you). #chickenislife Not only that, 5/drops per day became 15/drops per day so layannnnn.

Now, I would like to tell you something about me, but you would know by now that women are the most beautiful creatures on earth(apart from Hugh Jackman because he is beautiful too*wink*) There is this one certain group of women I really admire which are BLASIANS!

No, I am not senget. I just noticed that these group of women are really really beautiful. So what is blasian basically? Black + Asian. So what I am going to share with you are some of the most beautiful blasians I have come across.

I wish I was blasian LOLOLOLOLOL

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