Is having your fun and zany personality being stripped away from you means growing up? Is always being tired leads to you feeling like you have a mediocre life? Honestly, it sucks to realise that you are more quiet now. I meant me. I am more quiet and reserved and God knows why. Speaking of which, my circle of friends are getting smaller and smaller. My whole life revolves around school and work. On the hand, I am blaming myself for this. Self inflicted. Poor to lack of time management. I chose to follow the routined life.

I NEED TO SPICE UP MY LIFE

If other people can find a way to have fun and just enjoy creating more moments in life, why can't I?